Monday, December 10, 2007

Shanti Bithi Bonsai Nursery

Shanti Bithi Bonsai Nursery

Friday, August 10, 2007

My Way News - Amy Winehouse Treated for Exhaustion

My Way News - Amy Winehouse Treated for ExhaustionI DO NOT POST THIS STORY out of gossip mood..there is another reason..the reason is that behind this lines hides a personal fight for life and survival through the severe pressure of companies and celebrities'musts, if they want to rise into this jungle that is called musical industry..As much they want to persuade us that they are good and easy to go people, i still detect their unstopable hunger for money and their indiference for the artist's human needs. My personal opinion also, is, for the certain artist, that we have here a star with the same quality of some great 'damned' artists of all times..Billy Holiday, Janis Joplin, Tim and Jeff Buckley etc., etc., If you listened to her last work, which, by the way, is excellent, she writes her own songs, which, as some reviews say come from her experiences.."they told me to rehab, I said no, no, no.." and her general appearance which is far away from the plastic barby style of her contemporaries..all these tell to me that she is a real, genuine star, with a great danger to be destroyed by the musical industry and her own demons..I wish with all my heart to be prooved wrong..because I really love her..

Tuesday, June 05, 2007


it was just a bet with myself to succeed upload an image into this tortured me a lot, wandering me from page to page, from url to url, but because one month ago this would seem impossible to me i wanted to do i did it..let's go further on now..i like computing..i like the internet and i'm going to learn it and when i say i'll do it, i will..there is nothing else i achievied in my life as well as reading and that's another field that is tailored on me..i know i'll be good on it also..may be it seems egoistic to say, but sometimes may be it's neccessary to give yourself some's good for the soul..especcially if generally you 've done a disaster with your life and the goals it's suppossed you should hane achieved..if you achieved nothing of what was expected from you but you are, at least, ok with yourself inside..On the down down of the writing (!!!) i have a personal myth..not many people do..
And on the other hand we don't know what the future keeps for anybody..suddenly i woke up and found myself all grown did this happen..didn't have the time to realize..and now i must work with what's left..but i am an optimistic person..some of us are destined to be recognized when they grow old..and, God, i truly believe that i deserve, everybody does, a second and maybe a third chance..i did not harmed anybody else but myself, i was not a robber, i was not a killer..just rebel..must i be punished much, much more for this? ..i allready lost my dearest person in father..he was keeping my teenager feeling fo myself for i must learn to live as a grown uper and responsible to myself cannot be so terrifies me..but i strongly suspect i will manage..and God the end God allways saves the queen...


object width="425" height="350">



that's the graditude of a great artist ..allthough the fame and all the shit that must have been in his life as a result of it, he still has the spirit to keep in touch with the "new" way of how things are going..Paul,  we are grateful for all the music and the way fo being that you showed to us all who loved you and the Beetles of course and it's impossible not to remember John in this case, because, I believe, he would be the first to explore the new things and keep in touch with the "young" attitude in blessed, my precious one...

Thursday, May 31, 2007

isn't it wonderful?

I wanted this video to be my entering video to the blog, because it's excellent and express my feelings at the moment..We'll see if this will work out to the end..I hope it will..I like to share and this is something i want to share..

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

Hello everybody!

Helo. May be I'll be a bit heavy for starter, but allthough it's the first time I blog .. wanted to do it for some time now.. had no the confidence in me to try..I was browsing around looking at all these peoples' pages and then..time was passing..i was forgetting myself through others and was leaving the whole matter for some other it just come on my face..maybe it was also a deeper need in me (a lot of me in the sentences and i don't like it but i decided not to go back again) and i totally agree that when you really want to do something, the whole universe conspires so that you achieve it, and i'm going on..
sometimes, some days , even breathing is me, i don't know if a lot of people feel this way...
some days also, is like you wake up from your life you've been wondering around for countless time and suddenly you must look at yourself and you find a quite different person than the one you remember or imagine yourself to be..nevertheless you decide to look again and see what happens..unless..people around you dont want to let you go on with yourself..and the most near ones is What the hek is the deal here? no matter what you're up to, good or bad, you allways find them in front of you , confronting's impossible, even statistically, that i'm the only one with this problem..and to be more specific..mum..dear, old does not matter who you are, how old you are, what you 've achieved or not achieved, what your personal myth is, what your personal dream or goal is..your dear, sweet mum will allways have an opinion to bring you down..what the people will think, what your mistakes have been in the past or nt so past, where you failed, how many times you broke your neck..and above all.. you do not gained the money she things you deserved to, as all the other people did, the son of mrs.., the daughter of mrs..and most important they didnot have her to support them as you have..
Yes, all these things are laughable up to all points of view..but when you find yourself bursting into tears, not able to take any more pressure..not only from her...she is not the only thing that is not going your way in your life..
some of my old readings come into my mind..good uncle Marx, in a comment of his in the book with Hengels about the "sacred Family"..that, as all thinks and relations in our free-market society , family also is a financial agreement and that as long as the financials go well, everything goes well, otherwise..
Also in Milan's Kountera "the farewell wals", where also the hero is being tortured in his life by his mother..where in a moment he realises that free one is he who never got to know parents..not had them and lost them..not having them from the beggining..that's the only way to say that this person grew up by his own free will and intension..